but if you return to me and obey my commands, then even if your exiled people are at the farthest horizon, I will gather them from there and bring them to the place I have chosen as a dwelling for my Name.' [Nehemiah 1:9]
Even if you have done wrong, God will always forgive you, take you back and welcome you with open arms. Is there something shameful in your past you've been carrying around? God can turn your circumstances around and use them to bring honor and glory to His name. Take a step towards returning to God, spend a moment in your Bible reading about God.